Does depression justify this?
Perhaps technically not cheating but it does feel so.. I caught my husband watching porn in his phone. Initially I assumed it’s just porn but he was so freaked out it got me suspicious. So I looked in his phone, and found photos, videos of young naked girls, so many of them. They weren’t like porn, they were so real photos. When I asked him he told me he has porn addiction. Why - because he feels nothing. He wanted to know what makes him hard - so he dig deeper and deeper into the world of porn. From there he started getting into leaked photos and videos of young girls. He said he is depressed and suicidal and all this is his way of escaping his mind. I don’t know how to handle this. I feel numb.
5 comments posted: Saturday, October 18th, 2025
